Overdone

Kicked my own behind at the gym today, then took Sadie and Matthew grocery shopping, hurried to get Sadie to school, then tried (in vain) to put groceries away with Matthew. Once I got Matthew down for his nap and after I had a shower, I made 30 chicken enchiladas (2 1/2 pans full) from scratch, shredded lettuce, chopped tomatoes and cubed cantaloupe. I was taking dinner to a friend of mine who just had a baby last week. I got most of the dinner done before Matthew woke from his nap and the kids got home from school. I felt pretty proud. But now, I feel very tired and a bit overdone.

I am glad tomorrow is Friday. Even if Friday's are a bit harder than the other days of the week. But Friday still means the weekend is coming, which is never long enough, but I am trying to be grateful here, folks.

Oh and I still need to blog about my TriathaMOM experience. I am hoping to do that very soon. It was a great experience; I am sure you can't wait to hear all the grueling details.

Triatha-Mom

Triatha-Mom

I am doing it! I can't believe I am doing it!! But I am really doing it. Every Saturday when I Swim/Bike/Run, I try to envision how fun it will be to cross that finish line. I don't know if I have ever crossed a finish line in my lifetime. Does finishing marching in a parade in Marching Band count?

I still feel SO incredibly out of shape to do a thing like this, but I have a feeling-- at this particular event -- I won't be the only one feeling that way. Already I am thankful for my friends who have pushed me to do this. And I am incredibly thankful for my wonderful husband who had a good talk with me about doing it and how he inspired me to continue in a way that only he can.

A crazy thing happened when I was training yesterday.... I did my swim and bike like normal. After last week, I had decided that I was going to discontinue running and just speed walk the run portion of the race. Well, I started my 35 minute speed walk on the treadmill intending to walk the whole time. Then, as I had increased my speed to 4.0 mph, it happened. I. WANTED. TO. RUN................. I didn't run for long or very fast, but I ran... not because the timer told me to, not because the training schedule said I needed to do so much running. But because I WANTED to. I don't know how much total time I ran (it wasn't much), but I am going to continue to train that way... run when I feel good and when I want to. Who knows? Maybe I'll be able to run (and I mean run) that 5k someday after all.

My New Year's Resolutions (in case you were curious)

Resolution #1:
I am not going to use the credit cards anymore.  It's cash or debit from here on out.  I do love my points I get from my Amazon.com card, but I don't really control my spending too well when I use it; so I am giving it up.

Resolution #2:
I will exercise 30 minutes each day six days a week.  (As of Jan. 4 in the AM, this has not happened once)  Maybe it will happen today!  Who knows!

Resolution #3:
I am giving up my diet Pepsi (and diet Coke).  I have just been pondering my usage of the substance during the last couple months.  I have decided it can't be very good for you... I mean just look at the color.  Does it look good for you?

Resolution #4:
I will get up at 6 AM every day but Saturday.  I need time to do some of those important things I find myself not having time to do (i.e. showering, praying, studying scriptures, maybe even getting that 30 minutes of exercise in?).  This one is also not happening, but I figure it is going to be a gradual process.  I am going to work up to it and say that by June I should probably be getting up at 6 AM.

What do you think?